i used to say sorry
for everything i said,
for every word
that i wrote out
and put up on here,
for everything i did,
right or wrong,
but now i’m done
with the apologetic shit,
if i wrote it, i meant it,
at least for a minute,
and whether i’m standing
by what i said today,
it was real at a time.
i’ve taken my shots,
i’ve written some disses,
i’ve lost me some friends
over misunderstandings,
and that shit did damage,
but through all the panic,
i’ve learned and i’ve strived,
i’ve come out alive,
they wanted me quiet,
lost faith in my writing,
i spent so much time
on here apologizing,
why should i feel shamed
for writing the pain
that i can’t contain
when i’m going insane?
don’t regret a moment
or a thing that i wrote,
i put so much of my hurt
into each of my words,
no more feeling bad
that i said what i felt,
if it offends, i suggest
you look within yourself,
only if the shoe fits,
yeah, you know the rest,
with my back to the wall,
gonna give it my best,
point me to the skeptics,
i’ll show what i’ve got,
they’ll hate, but wait patient
for the album to drop.
dear everyone,
26 is coming.
