Thursday, October 13, 2022

behind the scenes: on the edge alternate cover

image courtesy of studio trigger and cd projekt red

this might seem a bit different compared to my other posts, but i thought it’d be something worth talking about. think of this as a “reverse preface,” which…i believe is actually called a “postface.”

maybe that's something i could do in the future with other poems/albums.

either way, my newest poem “on the edge,” based on the anime “cyberpunk: edgerunners,” was rather unique in one way for me: this is the first time with any of my poems that i created two unique single covers for a poem/album. one of them is pictured above already, but in case you want to see them together for comparison's sake, here they are:

the original cover

the alternate cover, as you saw above. all images are courtesy of studio trigger and cd projekt red

the reason why this poem had two different covers was because, simply put, i felt inspired.

unlike other poems/albums i’ve written, i had this poem’s title and cover all done before the poem itself was fully completed. being based on “edgerunners” had initially inspired me to integrate “edge” into the title in some way, so “on the edge” came to me fairly quickly.

as for the cover…well, without getting into spoilers for those that haven’t seen the anime yet (which i highly recommend watching, it’s fantastic), the moon plays a very important role in the story. it’s a major part of the journeys of the two main characters in the series, david and lucy, and the view of the earth from the moon is prominently showcased, too. thus, i knew i wanted the cover to have some picture of the moon.

the problem was, i had a little more to choose from than i initially expected.

when seeking out pictures of the show’s moon, i couldn’t find one of the earth from the moon by itself, so i had to resort to screenshotting a video of a particular scene. however, while doing so, i had found a separate picture featuring david and lucy on the moon that i really liked. so i decided to create one cover with each image to get an idea of which one i liked more.

as it would turn out, i thought both were great!

so, with this predicament, i polled my friends on my social media accounts asking them which cover they preferred. in an extremely close vote, the winner was david and lucy, so i went with that for the proper release. still, i didn’t want the alternate cover to go to waste, so i thought i’d post it here with a bit of background.

now that the poem is out for everyone to read, and the cover art is here, you all can decide which one you prefer to associate the poem with. enjoy!

Wednesday, October 12, 2022

on the edge

image courtesy of studio trigger and cd projekt red

life right now
got me feeling
cyberpsycho,
trying to fly
to the moon,
need to be brought
back to earth,
scared to go to sleep,
i got problems
i don’t think
a ripperdoc
could fix,
seasonal depression
kicking in,
life in night city
got me wishing
for something
bigger than this,
how can i start
at the rainbow
if i know
there’s no happy endings
out here?

more connected,
but more lonely
than i’ve ever been,
and no amount of eddies
could exempt me
from the empty feeling,
wouldn’t know
the first step
to love,
yet i’m looking
for my lucy,
not even ready,
i haven’t trained
or tossed
the trauma aside,
never know
what i want
in love and life,
so i chrome up
to drown the emotion.

suppressing my pain
like i’m david,
wondering
if i need saving,
guess i understand
what maine was saying,
‘cause all i ever knew
how to do was run,
i want somebody
to believe in me,
tell me i can do it,
‘cause i’m supposed
to be special
but when will i feel it?
i want my chooms
to see their dreams through,
but am i too far gone?
did i jump in the fire
too fast?
will i get to make
a name for myself?
fly her to the moon?
or did i break myself apart
and now it’s too late?

i don’t wanna know.