Thursday, June 21, 2018

6. king's back?

oh…
you’re back, huh?
did our last
session help out?

no,
it did
very little.

hm…
well, why’s that?

i dunno.
i can’t really
push myself to
stop feeling a way.
it feels like it’s really
doing bad things to my
confidence, because i just
don’t feel great about myself.

hmm…
but didn’t you
write an album
that was confident?
what happened there?
why can’t you
channel what you
had that time?
can’t you just
light a fire
under your ass?

back then,
i guess i just
had that thing
where you’re up
and can’t explain it,
and now i’m just down
no matter how much i try?

mhm…
was it all
just a front?

what?
oh, hell no.
i wouldn’t lie
and say that i
felt confident if
i didn’t, obviously.

uh-huh…
and you can’t
get your mind
back to that
frame, can you?

nope.
i really
want to,
but it’s all
moving fast
and i just want
to relax, you know?

mhm…
i’m sorry you’re
not feeling like
you want to.
i wish there
was more that
i could do.
why don’t you
get some rest?
it is late,
sleep does help.

yeah,
you did
say to be
patient here,
maybe it’s just
time, sleep, and
positive thinking,
as cliché as it sounds.

mhm…
hold on, wait,
are you still
thinking about him?

we all are.
it’s pretty hard
not to at this point.

hmm…
i miss him.

i do, too.

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