tried to hide behind
a smile and tell them
“i’m fine,” wanted to
tell myself it’s great,
especially when she
had left, i wanted to
feel like i was strong,
good without her but
i never meant it, had
to conceal my fear if
i ever saw her around.
they always say that
you have to be strong,
brave and unafraid but
i’ve never felt that way,
maybe that’s why i’ve
pushed so many away,
because i wasn’t strong
enough to be with them
and all i’d ever do is fall.
too sensitive to handle it,
i overthink everything and
i blow it every single time.
guess this is the life.
just sit back and try
to tell them all that
i feel alright, even if
the pain is killing me
inside, because it’s
been decided that
my only way to find
success is if i hide
the hurting and just
pretend that it’ll all
turn out perfectly.
so yeah, i’m fine.
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