how i’m doing, and
i don’t know how to
answer them, i don’t
feel specifically good
or bad, i just feel alive.
i often hesitate to say
how i feel, because i
don’t really feel much,
it’s got me a bit scared,
i think that i’m changing
and not in a great way.
am i becoming
so cynical that
now i just feel
nothing at all?
neither elated
nor deflated, i
just push on in
hope that i can
have a day that
might stick out
a little bit more
than the others?
she told me that
she didn’t want
to change me,
but i think it’s
too late for it.
decent’s just
the best that
i can feel for
a single day,
and i have to
live with that,
nothing more.
i’m paranoid! yay!
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