Thursday, August 2, 2018

5. longing

i’m longing for you,
but you’re all gone.
my heart breaks as i
pray for your embrace,
want to go back to
what we were before.
so much that i wish
i could’ve told you,
but i was too scared,
didn’t want us to be
what we are now.

i came around too late
and now you’re happier
without me around,
got you somebody that’s
far better than me,
someone that’s more
sure of themselves and
more ready for you.
i wish i felt that when
we kissed that one night,
i wish i had been ready
and more certain then,
but i let a good one go,
and you’re not coming back.

i fucked up real bad,
and i’m paying for it,
this isn’t the first time
i lost someone great.
i should’ve known better,
but i guess i don’t learn.
i hope they treat you
the way i should’ve,
give you love and care,
tell you how lucky
they are to have you,
and treat you like
royalty on the throne.

i’m sorry i wasted your time.

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