Thursday, August 2, 2018

9. i'm not okay

no, i’m not okay.

everything just
hits me at once.
my anxiety’s at
an all-time high,
i might even be
bipolar, too.
i can’t last in
a relationship
because i’m just
a wimp that
overthinks and
isn’t worth falling
in love with,
i’m not making
social progress
because i’m stuck
inside my house,
rarely to leave,
hardly seeing
my friends and
talking to them.
i don’t have a job,
i still can’t drive,
all i do is play
video games and
write my feelings
instead of telling
them straight up,
bottle up my fears
instead of trying
to talk them out,
and spending all
my time in my
mom’s basement,
doing nothing
of meaning at all.

so no, i’m not okay.

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