moving out with my
head on the swivel
because i’m at war,
the world’s watching
and i’m stuck in fear,
like any day i’m gonna
fall into a hole that i’ll
never crawl my way
out of, and i’ll never
have anyone to help
lift me from it, either.
i put my hood up as i
step outside and then,
the sun shines a little
less as i walk out, and
the clouds open on me,
the joy of the day is away,
blue sky goes gray, and i
wanna go lay back in bed.
but alas, i keep on going,
yet i walk with a fear that
bad news is soon to come,
something’s lurking around
and i can’t point to what it is.
it’s all in my mind, but
i’m battling with myself,
and i can’t stop these
thoughts from purging
and taking my positivity.
too intimidated by what
could possibly happen,
and i just want it all to
go away, but i do have
to watch out because
this happens to be the
scariest time for me.
let’s talk about it.
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