spent all this time
wishing i was a kid again,
yearning for life
to be simple again,
back to an age
where loneliness
wasn’t so bad
because i had
all these
imaginary friends
to play with,
i’ve never known
how to drive,
but i could definitely sail,
when the going got tough,
it was easier
for the tough
to run away from home,
jump into the boat
and let the river flow.
first time in my life
that i felt like a king,
all these new friends
to play with,
and no brothers
or sisters
to bury me
in my snow fort,
our only forts
are the piles
we sleep in together,
enjoying a wild rumpus
with carol, KW and douglas,
i always liked
alexander the best,
they never paid him
any attention,
and i feel now
what he was
going through.
but even he knew
i was no king,
just a boy
trying to get away,
the pain
was too much to take
at a young age,
and i needed
new friends
i wouldn’t hate,
and even though
i had to say goodbye,
i wish i could’ve stayed,
that soup and cake
might’ve been great,
but nothing truly changed,
i’m growing older
but i’m still carrying
my burdens all the same,
i just hope one day
that i can go back
to being the king
that i once was.
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